November 4 2009 - 1st post.
July 15 2010 - 2nd post.

Thats a lot of gap isn't it? With me, that was expected. Anyways seeing a spate of excellent blogs around me by friends, the blog bug has bit me again. At the wrong time.

You see, a very nonchalant me has actually failed to clear my supplementary exam, a repeat of which is going to be held tomorrow. And here I am happily trying to blog quick which is impossible as i am hopelessly dyslexic in typing. But I blog.

So wondering what is it that has actually made me sit up and blog? What is it? Well Ladies and Gentlemen, I decided to write about my past experiences (?) in Love. My friends around me know this much, whether I am serious in love or not, I always have something new to tell them every time I meet them, much to their chagrin every time I meet them . So here I try to chronicle my love life, my affairs with the leading ladies of my life. In different Episodes. Read on..

The First Time - Cochin

The first time I fell in love when I was a real small kid. II or III std(early 90s) probably? She was different- quite older to me, quite older than even her own peers. I used to climb over my compound wall just to get a glimpse of her leaving in the evening. I used to just watch her spellbound, it was probably the first time I saw anyone like her. Soon it became the last I saw of her, we moved out of that house and she moved out of my life.


Episode 2 - Cochin and then Coimbatore

Seeing how early I started you might be tempted to call me an early starter, but no - luck eluded me for a long time, till my 7th standard. It was in the 7th standard I first set my eyes on her, and believe it or not, it was love, astonishment and sheer excitement all rolled into one. I knew I had to make her mine, and a lot went to making her mine. I was new to likes of her and to get myself well acquainted I used to hang out with girls like her, much younger though and much more approachable. :)

After enough training I gained enough courage to ask her out, and yes my sheer hard work paid off. She said YES! oh what sheer bliss! I had all it with her - love, attention, freedom, joy and sheer envy of others. We went to school everyday together. And I used to be so engrossed with her that I used to get shouted at by every other road user. But then, I really didn't care.

The next year was a major change in my life. We shifted out of Cochin to Coimbatore. She too came with me - call it luck or just excellent planning by the both of us but yes she was in Coimbatore with me. This was the time that we started having differences between us.One day we were coming back late in the night (9:30PM was quite late for a 14yr old) when the differences became an ugly spat. Things were never the same between us after that, and we realised we had to move on and not hold on to our past. It was easier said than done, because i saw her everyday but life was fast changing and we did go on to our separate paths. I still see her, but she is no longer what she was.



More to come in the next posts.....